The Boiler

Margaret Cipriano

CAUGHT

                Start here: a basket of rusted bones
                               and the muddy riverbank I drop
                               them off. Say goodbye with a bullet, a kiss,
a Viking funeral. In my pocket, stone tongues
                discuss my leaving, my gift to currents,
                and I search for things in pairs. Reflection is like that.
                               The mockingbird overhead steals my voice—tells me, me,
                We’re all just looking for something to burn.
                               How hard to find a spark? Here: a match
to run down my body, a mouth full
                of nickels. Don’t scream yet, I tell myself.
Morning will taste like blood.
                There will be feathers in my hands.


GARDENING, THEN THIS: 

Under dark dirt, the loam I separate and excavate,
I marvel at these small crawlers; their bones I can touch.
How different to live in inverse, underground and inside
out. Here, I probe for roots, fingers dumb-blind and reaching.
When we touch, I turn medieval, rip limb
from limb, toss into paper body bag.

In this garden, I choose what lives and dies.
It’s so easy, I bend without hesitation—
I bend like rain, bend and infiltrate.

O, sunless, wild botany in black and white,
to be chosen like that, singled-out.
My brief power knows we, too, are removed—
are sick and special. I don’t want to give myself up
quite yet. If I hold my hands together, let’s not say prayer.
Let’s say keeper of something dark gold and waiting.

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Margaret Cipriano is currently pursuing my MFA at The Ohio State University and serves as the Associate Managing Editor of The Journal. Her poems have appeared in Oak Orchard Review.