DAUGHTER OF CAIN
As sons and songs go some precede
the others like a major chord,
barbed as they are with the mercies
of an inheritance. The winter I lost my skin
to my cousins in a cedar hollow, my father’s spade
silver in my ear, a wolf’s head
found me in a field of downed
hemlock, took my left hand
when I couldn’t reunite it with its body.
I know it seems like surrender
that I knelt to its wake.
It would seem like surrender that I gave my right
hand to its cold flame as it swept the meadows
like a thin hunter.
It was nothing. Except it was silver.
It steals through the blood when the north wind
returns to claim what I lack, and I kneel once more.
I kneel once more:
heaven knows what hell
moved his offering to another war.
Trees stopped crying as they were cut
and whispered as they fell –
here into the drawn breath
of another morning, once-phantom moons
sprouting from the old stumps like a second coming,
surely a god somewhere.
O god somewhere: find me
in some bramble among the crows, sealed in prayer.
Find me in these woods
where we die and rise again.
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Hannah Lee Jones’s poetry and nonfiction have appeared or are forthcoming in Superstition Review, Literary Orphans, Apogee, Yes Poetry, decomP, Cider Press Review, and Orion. She edits Primal School, a resource for poets pursuing their craft without an MFA, and lives on Whidbey Island in northwest Washington.