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Poetry SPRING 2013

Leah Osowski

IN PROTECTION OF TWELVE YEAR OLD GIRLS

Let’s mold moats below all their collarbones,
forge their untarnished skin with fairytales.

Our hands are always clutching at that clearing
of our bodies anyway. So we’ll scoop skin and root

to make islands of their necks and thoughts. We’ll harness
their pulses—the throb that comes the first time

an earlobe is sealed into the envelope of a mouth,
the beating wingspan of an owl under-chest—

that will become the surge of water that licks up their banks
and splashes over in pools of sweat on the indents

of all their see-through ribs. We’ll clasp a drawbridge
at their throats to keep out the man hands, to keep the scruff

scratch off their chins, to keep the lies dipped in butterscotch
schnapps from staying too long in the bedrooms of their brains.

Because maybe girls belong in castles in stone dresses.
Why was it always the boys clad in armor and the girls trailing

their fingertips over moss and fern and the bellies of caterpillars
and their own bellies sucking in under the touch of twigs.

Let’s keep them in turrets, train them in the pierce of arrows,
make enemies of head and heart.

THE MIDDLE DARK

Insulation like uterine walls filled the attic at fifteen Irving Rd Natick Mass oh one seven             six oh. It
spanned the length of our slab ranch and for eighteen years I refused to walk hunched               under eaves from
one end to the other. The middle dark. Like the deep end at the Y. The lights-off hallway            between their
king bed and our twin bunks. The ceilings at night if you peeled off all my meticulously              placed glow-in-
the-dark stars. Five oh eight, six five three, nine two three oh. At least four nights a week          my dreams are
tethered to that gray house with blue window boxes. I can’t seem to climb past the gypsy          moth tree
house, the silver ladder to the porch roof—picking shingles then cherry tomatoes on the            patio. Can’t seem
to escape that backyard bordered in lilac bushes and forsythia forts; I never fly higher               then the tops of the
oak trees. My morning mouth tastes like buried acorns, my head the rope swing on the               hill tied to branch
to bark to root and jumping off just pulls me back down to moss stained knees.

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Leah Osowski is currently pursuing an MFA in poetry at the University of North Carolina, Wilmington.