COLORBLIND
It’s certainly survivable—
the world a little greener
or redder than perceived,
an inability to distinguish
violet from fuschia—not
even noticeable until your
wife holds up two pairs of
socks, asks you to choose.
Childhood didn’t destroy
you either—mother just
wasn’t a coddler, always
rushing somewhere more
important. No one dies of
being picked up last from
aftercare. Still, you crawl—
enthralled by those who like
a footrest—until helped to
your feet, pins and needles.
Your therapist says, most
people know what they feel
and say what they mean.
So you’ll try, when your
wife holds out her hands,
to tell her what you see.
EQUINOX
Summer, picked clean on its
platter, is taken away. And
we’re never excited about
more acorn squash, garden
smelling of rot, thin light.
For now, you watch me by
the blaze behind the blinds
as you take off everything
but your dark stockings. If
the coming dark was this
warm, I’d follow you all
the way in, kneel to string
lights up yet another year.
Luiza Flynn-Goodlett she/her) is the author of Mud in Our Mouths (Northwestern University Press, 2025) and Look Alive (Cowles Poetry Book Prize, Southeast Missouri State University Press, 2021), along with numerous chapbooks, most recently Lossland (forthcoming from Black Lawrence Press). Her poetry can be found in Ninth Letter, swamp pink, Poetry Northwest, and elsewhere. She serves as a poetry editor for the Whiting Award–winning LGBTQIA2S+ literary journal and press Foglifter. She was raised in the wilds of Tennessee and now lives in the SF Bay Area with her wife and rescue dog.
